reflections of the journey...

May 27, 2005

The Vision...

I was just cleaning out my computer, deleting old, no longer needed files, when I came across this...
This piece of writing came from the blog of a fellow gusher and I first read it many moons ago =p....around a year ago I'd say. I had forgotten I had saved it and now as I read it again, it stirred that passion inside of me...the part of me that isn't afraid to step and say "YES!! I believe in Jesus!!" The fire inside me seems a little brighter now, after such powerful words have been spoken to my soul.
It just puts into a little more perspective the fact that this life I live is not the be all and end all...it's simply a time where I can either choose to be a representative of Christ, or not.
Given my past, when I didn't know Jesus, and the life I'm living now, I know for damn sure I'll be sticking to the J-Man's team....
...read on and enjoy. I hope you find it as encouraging as I did.
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THE VISION
So this guy comes up to me and says "what's the vision? What's the big idea?" I open my mouth and words come out like this… The vision?
The vision is JESUS – obsessively, dangerously, undeniably Jesus.
The vision is an army of young people.
You see bones? I see an army. And they are FREE from materialism.
They laugh at 9-5 little prisons. They could eat caviar on Monday and crusts on Tuesday. They wouldn't even notice. They know the meaning of the Matrix, the way the west was won.
They are mobile like the wind, they belong to the nations. They need no passport.. People write their addresses in pencil and wonder at their strange existence.
They are free yet they are slaves of the hurting and dirty and dying.
What is the vision?
The vision is holiness that hurts the eyes. It makes children laugh and adults angry. It gave up the game of minimum integrity long ago to reach for the stars. It scorns the good and strains for the best. It is dangerously pure.
Light flickers from every secret motive, every private conversation.
It loves people away from their suicide leaps, their Satan games.
This is an army that will lay down its life for the cause. A million times a day its soldiers
choose to loose that they might one day win the great 'Well done' of faithful sons and daughters.

Such heroes are as radical on Monday morning as Sunday night. They don't need fame from names. Instead they grin quietly upwards and hear the crowds chanting again and again: "COME ON!"
And this is the sound of the underground
The whisper of history in the making
Foundations shaking
Revolutionaries dreaming once again
Mystery is scheming in whispers
Conspiracy is breathing…
This is the sound of the underground
And the army is discipl(in)ed.
Young people who beat their bodies into submission.
Every soldier would take a bullet for his comrade at arms.
The tattoo on their back boasts "for me to live is Christ and to die is gain".

Sacrifice fuels the fire of victory in their upward eyes. Winners. Martyrs. Who can stop them? Can hormones hold them back? Can failure succeed? Can fear scare them or death kill them?
And the generation prays
like a dying man with groans beyond talking, with warrior cries, sulphuric tears and with great barrow loads of laughter!
Waiting. Watching: 24 – 7 – 365.
Whatever it takes they will give: Breaking the rules. Shaking mediocrity from its cosy little hide. Laying down their rights and their precious little wrongs, laughing at labels, fasting essentials. The advertisers cannot mould them. Hollywood cannot hold them. Peer-pressure is powerless to shake their resolve at late night parties before the cockerel cries.
They are incredibly cool, dangerously attractive inside.
On the outside? They hardly care. They wear clothes like costumes to communicate and celebrate but never to hide. Would they surrender their image or their popularity? They would lay down their very lives - swap seats with the man on death row - guilty as hell. A throne for an electric chair.

With blood and sweat and many tears, with sleepless nights and fruitless days,
they pray as if it all depends on God and live as if it all depends on them.
Their DNA chooses JESUS. (He breathes out, they breathe in.)
Their subconscious sings. They had a blood transfusion with Jesus. Their words make demons scream in shopping centres.
Don't you hear them coming? Herald the weirdo's! Summon the losers and the freaks.
Here come the frightened and forgotten with fire in their eyes.
They walk tall and trees applaud, skyscrapers bow, mountains are dwarfed by these children of another dimension.
Their prayers summon the hounds of heaven and invoke the ancient dream of Eden.

And this vision will be. It will come to pass; it will come easily; it will come soon.
How do I know?
Because this is the longing of creation itself, the groaning of the Spirit, the very dream of God. My tomorrow is his today. My distant hope is his 3D.
And my feeble, whispered, faithless prayer invokes a thunderous, resounding, bone-shaking great 'Amen!' from countless angels, from heroes of the faith, from Christ himself.
And He is the original dreamer, the ultimate winner.
Guaranteed.

3 Comments:

Blogger Jezika_Rae said...

girly, thats so awesome! I've been dying to get a copy of that, now I'll be able to give it a quick print.

Sometimes I need a kick-start in order to get back on track...but I want to take a moment to challenge you. This is something which has really been stirrring in me of late. I've started reading Judges, and as you make your way through a pattern begins to evolve.
God's people, the Israelites are thriving but then their spiritual leader dies, they rebel, turn away from God, God allows nations to overcome them, they cry out to God, a leader rises up from among them, and their fine and dandy again, untill the leader dies, and well the cycle begins again.
I guess what it made me think about, was my own need for others around me to motivate me in my walk with Christ. Yes we are told that it's required to have the support, but ultimately we should not require them in order to keep on track with our walk, we need to learn to relly less on others to tell us what we should be doing with ourselves, and instead build on our relationship with the Holy Spirit, allow him to lead us and learn to recognise the gut instincts he gives us. After all, he's a leader thats never going anywhere.
Not sure if I made complete sense, but I hope you got what I was saying...
For me I'm trying to spend more time looking inwardly for answers and direction, rather than rellying so much on external factors.
Love you girly
Your sis
Jess xoxo :D

3:44 PM, May 27, 2005  
Blogger Bella said...

While I understand what you're saying Jess, I didn't intend my post to mean that I needed that poem/piece of writing to keep me on track.
I'm quite aware that it all comes down to me and the Holy Spirit, I really am. I know that I shouldn't have to rely on literature or music or anything else to keep me alive and on fire for Jesus.
That said however, doesn't mean that I'll never struggle in my walk and never get that boost that I sometimes find in words like those previously shared.
I know that I'll always have days that I won't be as passionate to serve Christ, I'm not naive in thinking that life with God is all sunshine and roses and easy-as. If anything, I believe it can be harder to be a Christian at times, but I know it's definately worth all of the trials I'll face in this life time.
I mean, I in no way whatsoever look forward to the hard times in life. Quite the opposite infact, but I do know that I come out the other side a much stronger, wiser person [well, most of the time =p].
So, while I'm not neccessarily "relying on" the words of others to feed my spirit and keep me on track, I do find great encouragement and am often enlightened by them.

I know that I have a long, long way to go with my walk. I don't think anyone is ever "just right" where they are, we should all be seeking God continuously.
So yeah, I suppose I'm still very young and unaware of the God I believe in, and I have a lot of learning to do. So I guess I should appreciate this chance to grow more in my walk.
And I do.
But I guess I just feel like I can't really rely on looking inwards for answers and direction when I don't have a very strong relationship with the Holy Spirit yet.
While I'm not writing that off completely, because I do think it's quite valid...I also believe we can be ministered to through so many ways, including poetry like the one I shared, music, other's testimonies, little snippets of other peoples lives....pretty much everything.

I don't know if I've made a whole lot of sense just now, but what I think I'm getting at is....I'm not completely aware of just how huge and magnificent the God I worship is, and if He's teaching me lessons of His majesty and greatness through something like a poem or a song, then I don't want to shut Him out from that and try to look inwards for answers.

I appreciate what you're saying, but I kinda think...how can I be challenged about something I know very little of?
But that said....if you have some way of explaining it so I understand more so where you're coming from, then I'm all ear's girly...I'll take any opportunity I can to learn about God.

Love you heaps,
Bella xx

6:41 PM, May 27, 2005  
Blogger Jezika_Rae said...

hey girly...

I love to be inspired by the writing, the words of others, they have the ability to stretch the mind, to challenge the soul and thats awesome, we all need that.

I guess what I'm really getting at is, well I'll use praying as an example. We're pretty encouraged in the bible to pray with one another, and I'm sure that when you've done that you've found it amazingly beneficial to your spiritual health. But I guess the big point is, that if you don't make the time in your life to pray on your own, just between yourself and God, well you'll probably find it difficult to pray with others. Perhaps I'm being too general, but I've found that in my own life, and I know that this is because we are called to have a personal relationship with Christ, a personal relationship with his Holy Spirit.
This is where the spirit comes in, I'm going to take you back, about a month, to a sunday night when a small group of girls was sitting in a church office with Liz, talking about the Holy Spirit. Sitting to my left was a beautiful young woman, who desperately wanted to be baptised in the Holy spirit, but her flesh was saying "I just don't think I'm ready" Liz was praying for the gift of tongues, just looking at this young womans face, you could see that her spirit was begging for it, but again her flesh spoke, saying "...I think I need more time", not 10 minutes later, while we were all praying in tongues, this young woman joint us...she was speaking in tongues, her spirit had raged through and taken the helm. Do we all know who that young woman was? Beautiful Belle.
Why did I raise that? Because the only way to strengthen your relationship with the Holy Spirit is to allow yourself to succumb to it. I'll admit that I don't have the relationship I should, but I know that it's through my own doing.
Our relationship with the Spirit, gives us strength and faith in our walk. I know you know these things Belle, I think that I'm saying them for myself also, when we stay in touch and close to the spirit, our faith will not waver, we'll know what we know, because we know him. The spirit allows us to be one on one with God on earth, without it, God would be this far off heavenly being which we've read or heard about.

I'm not saying don't read about, listen to or spend time with people who inspire you in your walk with Christ. Do that, it's awesome!!
But what I really want to recognise, is the need to make the time, and allow yourself to be inspired by the spirit, I know that you already know all these things, I need to hear them again it seems, I haven't given the time to the spirit that he deserves.

But he gives us answers, and he'll grow us, we just have to make the time, and be willing to listen and learn.

I love you girly, and I hope that I made sense.
Your sis always
Jess xoxo

4:48 PM, May 28, 2005  

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